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ABOUT ME  NAME: Nur Amalina DOB: 18.03.1989 LOCATION: West, Singapore Link Me WISH LIST ~Al-Jannah
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Thursday, June 30, 2005
Harloooooooo! khakha...u noe i've been thinkin bout this sat...really lookin forward to sth...but i guess...i better not say it yet...don't want to disappoint myself... Oh yeah...i think my new hairstyle is getting too much attention...yarlah i noe i haven't had bangs eversince primary2...n its kinda fun when i got it back...haha...dun mind if they're comin from frenz n classmates...but they came from teachers...u noe how much i dislike teachers...xcept cekgoo...n mebbe ting n azlin...first there was azlin..."u cut ur hair ah? look different ah?"...n she laughed...then mrs yip...yeah...coz it's only one period of bio n after that we had to move chairs to the auditorium for investiture so i decided to juz stay in class...n mebbe do some a-mth...but it turned out that she was doing a recap on the menstrual cycle...so i decided to juz listen to her...she dun mind anyway...mebbe bcoz it has been a long time that i didn't stay in class for bio...so when she saw me again...yar...she already started teachin actually n suddenly stopped n pointed at me "u look different huh?...cut ur hair?"....n she gave me that kind of smile...haha...she look like Betty Boop...khakha...if u guyz still rmbr that cartoon character...then todae...it was mr lee...after his math class ended...he was bz unplugging the wires from his pc tablet...n then he commented "amalina, new image ah? u look gd ah...look like proffessional"...khakha...it muz be my specs...combined with the bangs...half bangs...hahaha...ok...enough...no more comments k?... Yar...so...that's about it...i'm gonna explore the sewing machine soon n try to sow my skirt...if anybody notice...i mean...it's obvious isn't it? i think my mum noticed...when i was sittin at the dining table havin dinner...from my side view...i can sensed that my mum was observing me...my face...my eyebrows i assume...oh shucks...i was waiting for her to mention it...but she didn't...i dunno...i do feel guilty...i didn't let anyone talk about it openly...it wasn't so much that i feared her or dun wanna hear her nagging...but more to like...i dun wan to disappoint her if she noe's the truth...or mebbe she did realise n didn't say anything coz...it's like the other sins that i've done b4 n it's nothin major to debate about?? mebbe part of teenage curiosity that she once went through?? haiz...i dunno...to me...yar...i am plagued by guilt whenever someone mentions it...but to think of it...i shld be more worried for the more serious sins...now i noe how it feels like to be sinful n guilty at the same time... God, i seek your forgiveness... Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Helloooooo!!!! Haha...laughed a lot todae...hehe...to think that i have piles of homework n there i was laughing to tears...oh gdness...i feel so guilty towards cekgoo...cikgu rina i mean...haiz...owe her a lot of hw...from last term oso still not cleared...but her lesson juz now was damn farnie...she talked about the new Bistari award she n husband sponsored...it's for malay-lang students who get all distinctions for o-lvl...a 50 over trophy n 150 bucks of book voucher...then asmida was suggesting "cikgu, shopping voucher ah!"...haha...if i, i'd prefer the latter one too...khakha...then we discussed about the word 'tahan' for multiple-meaning sentence-making...then we found the third meaning for 'tahan' which is to stop...the 'flag the taxi' idea came abt but we juz couldn't arranged a nice sentence coz 'tahan' is a root word n it's kinda difficult to make a sentence out of it...then asmida, again, in a spilt second, blurted out her sentence spontaneously in 2 seconds "Amir tidak dapat tahan teksi kerana dia tidak ada tangan, " n the whole class laughed like mad sey...i couldn't control myself either manz...haha...btw the sentence means Amir couldn't flag down a taxi coz he has no hands...yar...that is how ridiculous our sentences get when we are forced to make one with a given root word...hehe... Earlier on during SS lesson, it was again humourous...kinda look forward for ms ting's class now...haha...she so farnie! n sarcastic plus sadistic at times...haha...didn't rmbr all the reasons for the laughs but one of it was "the only natural resource that Singapore has is worms!" n some went "hah?"...haha...i was already starting to laugh n soon more came but some juz didn't get it...she tried to explain that no matter how deep we dig...we can only find worms...still...some blank faces...n then she was like "ok,ok...rewind back...all that i'm trying to say is that the only resource that Singapore has is it's own people...i shall not talk in metaphoric language anymore..." Khakhakha...she so farnie! Went home together after higher malay lesson at ard 5 plus...then soefie n mira told us what happened at Mobil...they were with another fren n they decided to compare themselves with the pau(s)...then soefie said "oklah...i'm big chicken pau..." haha...to add to the insult, nam interrupted "No...(their fren) is small chicken pau, i'm big chicken pau, n u are....rotiboy!"...muakhakhakhakha...evil sey...well...if soefie is rotiboy...then i'd be her twin! hah hah hah hah hah....*can't stop laughing...such a great day...juz that...had to end the day with HMT...so couldn't avoid HER face...though i've seen her face first thing in the morn which made me wanna puke...urgh* You are such an arrogant bitch. You are so self-centered. You're a control freak. Wake up, before it's too late. That only friend of yours won't hang on for too long...once school is over, u're doomed. I pity her. Seriously. I'd be happy for her if she could free herself. She herself is not too bad a friend to me. But YOU, i can't call you my friend, neither do i feel that i can call u a friend. Wah...so dramatic!...haha...i'm such an excellent expresser...haha...back to doing my assignments, get enough sleep n face every challenge that comes by...KU AKAN BERARTI, KUTAKKAN MATI!!!!( 2DSD, Peterpan). (PS:Din, sorrylah...bz ah...maklumlah...BuSyLaDy...khekhe) Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Can't help but to blog...haha...ya noe i mentioned sth abt the June budget planning? haha, it worked! i'm sooo smart...haha...todae's great...Mr Ravi, the new Eng HOD came in juz now...he'd be taking register nos 22 onwards...haha...that includes me...will miss ms azlin...haiz...anywayz...yar...when i typed in the other dae that i screwed my prelim eng oral, i meant it...but hey hey! got my results juz now n it was 10 10 12! Haha...wow...that's an A! This is what i call a miracle...haha...anw he tested my reading n comments: i like ur expression, very good...juz need a clearer pronounciation of 'entertainment' n increase ur volume...n smile...told us some tips on how to score for conversation...n mine falls in the B-band...A-band is 13-16...the other two(reading n picture discussion) is in the A-band(10-12)...so happy! I love the new tuesdae time-table! i mean i love the new tuesdae time-table for todae only...haha...coz we had Student Council Investiture2005/2006 in the auditorium in the aft(where i sat in there for 2 hrs n got my migrain again) so had to move the chairs at 12...n missed two periods of a-mth...haha...todae got mass run! they cheat my feelings! our feelings! haha...well...on the last thurs of term 2, ms ang said it was gg to b the last mass run for sec 4s...n me n fahimah lari dgn semangatnye since it's the last one...skali...we have to run mass run for another two weeks b4 starting the mass folk dance...which we will learn during PE lessons in the MPR...but PE juz now ms tay said she want to do some 'conditioning'...yeah...so...we had to run again ard the canal behind the school...abt 1.5km...add up with mass run....dunno how long...but i feel good yar...haha... N it's such a BUMMER to end the great day with that sucky meeting(noddy, u shld find out more abt this...from me...n b angry like me too)...i wish i was invisible...i wish i was nobody...i wish i don't exist...urgh. Monday, June 27, 2005
Ok...guess wat...i couldn't sleep at all yesterdae...so...for now...i've been awake for abt 29 hrs plus a 15min sleep in btw phy n geog lesson in sch juz now...see my face...  Am i a SUPERVOMAN or WAT??? Hah hah hah... Btw...my new hairstyle i was talking about...(i didn't blow my hair...lazy)  Ok...back to sch...everythin's movin so fast...10 more weeks to prelim...then...O-lvl...lots of hw to be done...lots of mock tests coming our way too...will be blogging lesser...will be bz n sleeping soundly tonite insyaAllah...give me all the strength, God... About 4 hours away from leavin for sch...urgh... Homework...i hope i survived through the first dae...holidaes was kinda fun...sat,11, went johor...after the effective learning course lah...shopped,had a haircut...nx dae, sun, went ECP...gdness...damn tiring...rollerbladin aimlessly...then the bike bibik cycled jammed for a while...nana's fault lah...there was a police car ard...can't imagine how i maluated myself infront of them...juz cldn't wait to return them asap coz after dat we plunged into the sea!!! berendam there for a few hrs...my face got tanned eventually...n catched my eyes on some cute guyz...haha... on thurs nite, 16, went for some last-minute shopping...for pants...sumwhere in JP...haha...john little larh...coz i dunno which to wear for the nx dae...that is for "tabung jumaat"...did at Masjid Rabittah with my sis...Hidayah n Azrika did at Masjid Jamae Queenstown...near my sch...haha...then the nx dae...went TANGS...found nothing that impress me...then move on to far east...bought a white, pointed, flat-heeled pumps n a mud green tote bag for myself...then had to prepare for the nx dae...we went to Kota Tinggi waterfalls...again...quite fun...i'd juz highlite the event of dat day...i slipped n fell into the waters...yeah...laugh laugh laugh...after dat...went to eat n shop a little...new jeans...2 new tops...hmmm...all that will strike off some stuffs of my list...hehe.. Nx dae...mondae that is...did sth to my hair at a hair saloon of course...i don't dare alter it myself...$15 bucks to do dat sth...haha...walked all the way to my old estate to find the best bargain, it was actually $20...at Gek Poh, 3 hair saloons charged at $35,$25,$35...Pioneer Mall...$20...haiyah...then did hw for the rest of the wk...at abt 4pm juz now went out to eat n went to POPULAR...as usual...sch opens tmr wat...cousins came at nite...yacked n yacked...haha...till then...i'll upload some photo of my worn-out face(haha!) after the first dae of sch. Thank u for being here alwayz...i love u... Saturday, June 11, 2005
Came back from the 'Effective Learning" course at Hasanah Mosque an hour ago..shopping with Kak Ida cancelled...so sad...was really looking forward too it...she's sick when i contacted her this mornin...haiz... I'm rotting at my desk here...trying to sustain by gulping down choc ice blend...i went home straight even though the shopping trip was cancelled coz abah said we're going JB...but there's no one at home xcept bibik(my maid)...maybe...wait...lemme check out sth... Okay...the passports are in the drawer...when are they coming home??...yesterday...cldn't sleep...was pondering over a situation that suddenly flashed across my mind...which is...Hidayah DIED.yeah.n i cried.in the middle of the house(decided to sleep in hall) n in the middle of the night.abt 3am.was it the effect of my psychoticness or is it that i finally realised how much i love her? as a fren of course... I also did my third time planning yesterday...budget planning...i hate holidays...urgh...no allowance!! so i was planning meticulously...convincing myself that wateva i'm gonna plan is achievable...coz the nite b4 i broke down while doing my second time planning...all bcoz there were lots of changes...n abah...n mama...n thought that i'd neva accomplish anything...n also bcoz i felt so alone...nurul wasn't there either...away on her 3 days councillor camp n was back only yesterday...n the week b4 she was away for a 4 days npcc or UG camp... My holidae(real one) is finally here...after two wks of school...had alwayz felt that i'm stuck or trapped in here...but realised that this is a journey that all human beings have to go through...n therefore i shldn't feel as if i'm forced too...n on the way...we meet others n separate...pick up knowledge, experiences, skills n so on...n some might juz be forgotten...how sad... I miss my old self...really...if only i cld turn back time...but life has to go on... Menapak jalan yang menjauh tentukan arah yang kumau tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa yang membuat hati lara Didekat engkau aku tenang sendu matamu penuh tanya misteri hidup akankah menghilang dan bahagia di akhir cerita Cinta tegarkan hatiku tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau naluriku berkata tak ingin terulang lagi kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa Aku junjung petuahmu cintai dia yang mencintaiku hatinya dulu berlayar kini telah menepi bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia Cinta biar saja ada yang terjadi biar saja terjadi bagaimanapun hidup ini hanya ceritacerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan cinta... | ||||
