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ABOUT ME  NAME: Nur Amalina DOB: 18.03.1989 LOCATION: West, Singapore Link Me WISH LIST ~Al-Jannah
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Career Seminar Day Woohoo!!! ok...i like...haha...so cool...among the 3 speakers for the seminar, from cgs alumnae, one of them was Rita Zahara...yes...wow...ok...besides her i would want to meet Daud Yusof...haha...gdness...didn't noe she was married...n so she shared with us about her job as a broadcasting journalist...which was like...WOW...yeah...her pay is more than $10,000 plus sponsorship for hair treatment, nails, cosmetics n clothings...she is damn successful...urgh...if only i could be like her...oh wells... so there were the other two speakers...corporate lawyer Farhana Siddiqui n some business-related person n the president of the alumnae is an IT person...all those...not very interesting lah arh... tons of surveys...did OSCAR...collect more polytechnics brochures...then the personal grooming session at 1.30pm was by a ladee, whom i'm not sure of the spelling of her name...she's the entrepeneur who started the 1.99 shop...she was a crescentian too...that talk was boring... took loads of photos...uploaded them already...botanical garden picnic cancelled...not sure why...but i guess it's because of dengue...yarh...so...i wonder what it'll be replaced with...anyway, the higher malay paper yesterday...i think that was my worst piece of work i ever did for my higher malay paper. Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Wow...great...i've been 'tagged'...i understand what it means now...haha..k...i have to list 3 things/facts that pple don't know about me...lemme think...hmm... I love to laugh. yes. i know i hardly even smile in school.u can laugh now.but seriously. i love to laugh. so far, i haven't had a good laugh in school before. I love details. I'm a thinker as u know. so whenever i think, i think to the core. whenever someone starts to story-tell, i'll ask her a lot of questions before she could even start. n even after she starts :) I hate stalkers. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, GO GET ONE. IN OTHER WORDS, "GET A LIFE!" [Boleh tak rizal? haha...] Okayyy...hehe...so...for this week...i don't have any papers on wed n fri....so me, faz n noddy went swimming this morning. WEEEEE!!! haha...haiz...i cld feel the stress melting out of my body into the swimming pool...aaaahhhhhh!!! SEGAR BUGAR!!! haha...sudah lama saya tidak mendengar frasa itu digunakan...hehe...however, need to push myself harder...i can't believe i swam less than 4 laps only within the 2 hrs we spent at delta when faz did like ard 6 if i'm not wrong...sheesh...n within that time, i got my skin to be 3-4 shades darker...tsk tsk tsk... We went out of the pool ard 10+ , changed, then head towards tiong baru plaza...went macs...did maths...eh, that rhymes...haha...yar...left ard 2pm n went home...tmr will be maths paper 2...well, i'll need to revise...next mon will be my higher malay paper 1 n 2...cekgoo already reminded us abt the level of difficulty of that paper...so...better revise n practise on fri...don't wait for weekends amalina...u'll never spend it studying...haha... Kaez...still pondering abt Career Seminar Day...there'll be no lesson rite? anyone has any idea what time we will end on that day? Friday, September 16, 2005
a-math paper sucks again...haiz...i need help!!HELP!!! ok fine...geog...i just can't write faster than that! haha...kinda finish but not enough elaboration...coz i was rushing...took more that 15 mins for map-reading...quite interesting map... yesterday's practical test was...manageable...haha...first time being so independent, doing practical alone n making my own conclusions instead of copying Jennifer's(chem partnet) n Julie's(phy partner) scripts...haha...Solution P is Iron(III) Sulphate!!!woohoo!!...they didn't ask for identity but at least my conclusions for the tests were right!!!Yay!!! ms seah gave a briefing on post-exam activities after exams just now..HaHa...i thought there's no more such things for the sec 4s...27 sept, tue will be Career Seminar Day...there'll be lots of stuff going on...polytechnics exhibition in the hall? mobile?...mostly career stuffs...yay!...play dress up with career outfits to sch on that day...woohoo...ok...i don't even have one n i'm excited...i shld panick instead...ok...oh no!!!! what will i wear??? one wk to find suitable clothes, no budget how??? (panick enough? MuAkhAkhA) camera camera camera, don't FORGET. i shall go with Kak Ida lah...haha...nx sat nxt sat...yupz...sheesh...so exciting!! the day after, JC's talks n sexuality education? think so...the following day...JC's talks n trip to Botanical Gardens...haha...ok...amalina...better get insecticide cream n spread it all over u for that day! Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Today's my birthday. I'm seventeen. Yeah. Don't be jealous. Haha. no paper today so stayed home tmr's science practical gonna study later so far a-maths paper yesterday sucks ss was quite ok lucky i read up bt Venice coz the essays were on nothern ireland, sg's industrialisation which i didn't touch fuh the rest quite okay which means no distinctions yet i won't be so disappointed anyway coz i noe i had very little preparation wasn't my fault really if u know 'the' problem u won't blame it on me so now i'm free waiting for nisfu sya'aban i will prepare well for o-levels i'm sorry dear teachers if my prelim results are going to dishearten u all... bloggie... i'll give you a new look soon. Friday, September 09, 2005
Subhanallah, Walhamdulillah, Wala ilaha il lallah, Wallahu akbar. 11 months i was controlled i thought it was just me Allah, u're great u knew i couldn't handle it u made a student launch ceramahislam.com not long ago n then news spread quickly to one of mom's friend mom then became interested when she surfed the site she thought she had 'the' problem u moved her to meet ust prof. dr. jumadi mustar all the way across the sea two days ago so the family followed then the unknown was revealed mom's ok, but not me Alhamdulillah, Syukran Ya Allah though the discovery was a bit late i'm glad u left me abt 2 mths or so before O-lvl Kau telah mempertemukan aku dengan hambamu yang dapat membantu walaupun dahulunya aku fikir aku elok dan tidak perlu bantuan baru ku sedar masalah sebenar baru ku sedar sudah sekian lama aku menderita sungguhpun mereka sedar akan perubahan dalam diriku mereka tidak pernah terduga bahawa masalah seberat itu telah menimpaku makhlukMu itu telah meninggalkan aku dengan bantuan ustadz juga atas izinMu Kau lindungilah aku dari gangguannya Allahu Akbar! [everything here is supposed to be confidential] Friday, September 02, 2005
I won't forget what happened this morning. DD, thanks for being there. I was so confused i didn't know what to do...the details are with you now, please don't leak it. I'm glad i released it out b4 the eng prelim paper starts...if not, i think i would be crying while i'm doing my paper...thanks DD...i think it's God who met us up this morning n made you want to tegur me...if u had not...haiz... I'm in great trauma now...for now...maybe as time passes, i'll overcome it...but...i really am affected badly...dear bloggie...did i do anything wrong to deserve that? Tell me dear, do i have enough reasons now to hate guyz? I was so disappointed...he was my own race...n probably 4 times older...i didn't expected it...i did not realise it at first...i'm very shaken now...only DD knows about it now...tmr when i go for the grooming talk in sch with Sylvia, maybe i'll tell her...maybe not...but definitely when i go for Qiyam tmr with Hidayah, i'll tell her...n then broke down again...i already am now...i wonder if i shld tell my Sis or Kak Ida...will they tell mum? shld i tell my maid instead of my sis? Shld i just report it to the police? Or maybe talk to a police fren like Hanaffi, Farizal, Taufik, Kamal n Helmi? Maybe i shld just shut up... I HATE BOYS I HATE MEN I HATE OLD MEN I'm making a promise to Myself: I promise i'll continue my silat lessons or if not any form of defence skills like taekwando or boxing after o-levels. For now, i'll always ask God to protect me wherever i am. Ya Allah... | ||||
