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atas galakan dan dorongan
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atas segala jasa-jasa



sekiranya kamu tidak tahu
aku sangat bersyukur dengan
kehadiran kamu dalam hidup ini
walau sudah ditegah abah
walau sudah dikongkong mama
namun kedegilanku mengatasi semua



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terbukti salah
aku bersyukur
kerana pada usia yg sangat mentah
aku begitu berani melawan
dan menjerat diri sendiri
alhamdulillah, aku tidak dibaham
jerat yg ku pasang itu
ternyata kamu jua
tidak mengambil kesempatan



walau hidupku dan kamu berterusan
tidak akan pernah aku melupakan
kenangan pada masa lampau
yang membawa pada hari ini
jika sekilas saat
kamu teringat padaku
dan ingin mengetahui khabarku di sini
usah kau bimbang
ana bilkhayr, syukran lak
araaka qaryban, insyaAllah.

Window Shopping on 22/12/05 was GREAT!! Hehe...went to eat at Far East then took neoprints! muahaha..then we went taka, paragon...bought syimah a big teddy bear n met her at Metro Paragon to hand it over...tgt with faz's special burfdae card...hehe...so creative...haha...


noddy n nurul kept trying on dresses...more like prom n evening dresses when prom nite is like, over? haha...dreaming of jc's prom nite izit? dream on...haha...faz was so delighted after visiting Dorothy Perkins n Marks & Spencers coz she found big shoes n clothings...but, expensive lah faz...noddy looked good in the dark blue dress...but the white dress...so funny...'meloroting' sey...haha...u know how to get some fats? from me lah...haha...n nurul fits practically in all the dresses she tried...i'm jealous...wadeva..haha...


anw, me...of course lah...i tried on shoes...haha...strangely, we didn't really haf a close look at accessories, cosmetics n perfumes...mainly we looked at clothings n shoes...n then bought Marks & Spencer cookies...nyum nyum...hehe...it rained that day..


ok, i'm eyeing this pair of shoes at Robinsons...some Antonio brand which was really cheap...to me...haha...i'm gg to get that when i have the money...hopefully, there'll still be some stocks left for me!!


today, did nothing much...watched the CD guyz jogged in their boots ard the neighbourhood with their backpacks chanting their songs/cheers...kinda cool...i mean...i'd like to join NS...the torture looks fun...haha...


my auntie n family are going back kampong tmr, sat, pestering my mum n all of us to follow...i want lah actually...coz there's like nothing to do at home...besides...i can go wild again n ride the bike at kampong...getting myself maybe into a major accident this time round compared to the previous one...haha...but then, my mum looked so lazy...was 'worried' about the traffic jams since it's near Christmas...haiz...nvm wat...when we reach there we can rest for like, until the next day if u want...kak ida called me juz now, asking me to bring lubricants n towels to massage my grandaunt n her mum again...telling me that there'll be 'upah'...haha...it means $$ lah hah...hmmm...nak balik kampong!!!

one of the photos taken on Graduation Night-25 Nov 05

oh wells...raya outings were fine..photos uploaded...yesh...happy viewing n 'grabbing' as quoted from friendster...haha

i maintained my weight...woohoo!!!got to lose juz a few more n i'll be ok...haha...so...farewell for Melinda...sorry i didn't come on both occasions to send u off...may u lead a successful life there back in ur hometown-Australia....haiz...will miss ya...

so...the farewell party for sec 4s held by PBMC at ECP was oklah...was there from morn until abt two then left for nurul's place...well...i went to the beach for photo shots for my blog's skin and end up cycling with cikgu norliza...n the most terrible thing happened...i tore my skirt...

reattaching my hp's string, putting on farah's rollerblades after getting my skirt stucked in the bicycle's chain 3 times...

holding on...n there...my lovely, beautiful, black skirt is torn...:(

for more photos of what happened that day(including those at nurul's place), please visit my album-"2/12/05"...hehe...

since i was damn bored at home, i followed my mum to a wedding invitation(my dad's ex-colleague-"org bomba") at bukit batok last sunday...what a small world coz i met some relatives there...then got to know that my grandaunt is not feeling well...so we went down to tampines to visit her...nurul(sis) not with us coz she 'escorted' Mr. Tharman Shamugaratnam(sorry if there's spelling mistakes) ard taman jurong...met her n did foot reflexology on her plus two more aunties...god...my skin's wearing off coz i didn't have the proper lubricant to massage them...it's ok...my mum kecoh sey...she was like...'ini promosi percume'...'nanti korang tolonglah war-warkan yer'...haha...but then cik ati gave 'duit biru' sey...wow!! wakaka...

went out with farihin on monday...he's going for NS starting tommorow(fri)...all the best yar...haha...then with din n nana on wednesday...looked for nurul's(sis) burfdae presents...n finally...9 dec is here...

HAPPY BURFDAE NURUL!!!

hehe...kak durrah is in the hse now...came here from ba'alwie with my parents...sleeping here again n wonder if she's staying for nurul's burfdae celebration...

ok, sat, 10 dec will be the orientation day for Pergas/Perdaus Foundation prog at Wisma Indah from 3pm...wish me luck n emotional stability please...haha...outz!!!