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ABOUT ME


NAME: Nur Amalina
DOB: 18.03.1989
LOCATION: West, Singapore


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~Al-Jannah
~Keredhaan dan keampunan Allah dan abah mama
~Full-time, permanent job ASAP!
~Kajang(Selangor) Quest
~Umrah in 2011
~BSc(Honours) from UOL-LSE by 2012
~My own Tailoring Studio
~SONY ERICSSON VIVAZ
~SONY VAIO W Notebook
~NIKON D3000 DSLR
~VW Beetle Cabriolet


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Saturday, January 28, 2006


wells...finished my theoretical for body massage on thurs...juz need to read up more on different techniques that are available...n practise..n i find that my ez-link card value is dwindling fast...gosh...why can't i enjoy the student concession...adult rates are far too expensive!!!


anw, met up with farhan n his fren at somerset skatepark today...gosh, that was my first time seeing a real skatepark...with skaters around...haha...syioook arh watching them..i was imagining that i was the one skating like a pro...haha...DREAM ON...


anw...there were those with skateboards, rollerblades n bicycles...if these are the correct terms to call what i saw...haha...apparently...no girls at all...waited for faz to come, chat, 'interviewed' n guess wat...tried skating...haha...actually tried before but that was way too long ago when i was still young, light, n active...haha...so juz now was like...as quoted from farhan, a "BLOOPER"...wakakaka


anw, fell twice...both on my butt...one of the fall slightly injured my ankle...lucky not a sprain...n now i dunno why but my knee joints hurt too...either slow effect of injury or walking/standing too long in the mrt...haiz...anw...felt the thrill of skating...no wonder those skaters are so into skating...haha...


it felt different from ice skating or rollerblading or rock climbing or swimming...the pain u get is bcoz of injuries n not fatigue...which i think is better...coz at least not ur whole body system is affected till u feel so flushed out even when u're actually doing nothing...haha...kinda excited...feel like going down the ramps n all...maybe with a bicycle...aahhh...haiz...DREAM ON...


well...i will be setting off for Malacca at 6.30 am like wat mum said...which means...two hrs from now...haha...bye bye my dearry comp...n my lovely bed...which i have not slept on long for quite a few days...haiz...will be back by tuesday evening i guess...somehow...i aint feeling rite...hope God will assist me...

BuSyLaDy poured out her heart at 4:30:00 AM


Thursday, January 26, 2006


heya...
my mind's jammed actually
so much planning going on
long-term planning
it started yesterday
when this crazy idea suddenly popped out
n i was thinking...
hey, why not?
haha...so i'll be carving out
another possible route
i can take after o-levels
which i think is a very bold, risky yet exciting path
which will need loads of determination n perseverance
can't wait to actually share this idea
which i had shared so far only with my bibik
n she's optimistic n encouraging abt it
was thinking...mebbe people like
hidayah n namira might be suitable
for my partners in this crazy idea
haha
anw, been having irregular sleeping time
i only slept this morn frm 8 to 2
n i'm awake again at this hour
went for my foundation class juz now...
i lyke!
transferred a tajwid software from ustaz ali
cant wait to transfer more arabic softwares...
hehe
homework...semak tajwid for a para of a given surah
n choose a surah n find the fadhilat of it
so that it can be shared wif the rest
in a way, investing in our own shares
of continual bounties after death
if what we shared is practised by people
insyaAllah
anw, when i went out juz now
only then i realised that there is a 2nd, new fitness corner
ard my neighbourhood
reminding me of one of my new resolutions this year
which i haven't start yet
hahaha
ok ok, i will, soon, since the new one is nearer to my hm
hafta really go out n take a tour someday
i'm missing out on alot of things
haf body massage lesson tmr
n i hope i can be the model for a while if my partner is ard
if not, then i'll juz be a thick skin
n ask kak rin to massage my back, neck and arms
aching as a result of prolonged hours in front of the comp
eating into dawn
haiz...
so, will catch up wif the rest
on their exciting life stories this fri at crescent
i miss cekgoo...
i'll come back once in a while for malay lessons...who wanna join me?
khekhekhe
btw, my life's not exactly smooth rite now
got a huge problem
but God Almighty is merciful
He won't give us a challenge
we can't handle
give me the strength ya Allah
syukran.


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[n other nonsensical neoprints after job interview in my...ALBUM]

BuSyLaDy poured out her heart at 3:55:00 AM


Friday, January 13, 2006


ama, wake up.
do whateva u wanna do
i want them out of my life
then do that
but, i wanna kill them first
go ahead
can i slice them up?
why not?
isn't that too evil?
what u're trying to be? an angel?
no, less evil
funny
wadeva


one day of job interviews(in town)
hell lot of pains(blisters, migrain)
lil sweet moments(stumbled upon Joanne n Yin Xi at BL pasar malam)
brief n weird vs long-winded n boring interviews
met a number of juniors on the way home
going out again tmr, friday
dunno where to
i think i'm making myself
look like a drifter
oh god
please assist me


[I miss my cutie pies]




BuSyLaDy poured out her heart at 2:02:00 AM


Tuesday, January 10, 2006


sent nana to sch wif bibik
weren't allowed in
so sent her off at the gates
previously she was wearing two, blue, flowery clips
which sent the alarm, rather my alarm
ringing high
got her to take off those clips
coz i noe the rules of my pri sch WELL enough
till now
so off we went to the market
to get chickens n some fried beef
instant ketupat

n more
where i stumbled upon hidayah
haha...
wah...no nearby market for you?
that u haf to go to gek poh?
she was wif her grandma
aww, i miss mine
i dreamt of her a few days back
lets juz say
she giggled n also advised me on sth
which i forgot what
but i'm happy enough
that she actually appeared cool
n was even giggling
when i recently went back to kampong
kak ida also told us her dream few mths back
which also showed sth positive
she's in a gd place now
rest in peace, nek


anw, hidayah asked me to accompany her to snow city juz now
which made me rmbr
that CUTE guy working there!!
haha...
went there wif sistas n kak ida on 1st jan
then there's this fair-skinned, malay guy
who look real jap
his hairstyle is like the lead singer of OAG
everything like him
juz that this snow city guy is thinner
but he's damn cute!!
though he looked bored
yar like who don't understand
when u have to issue boots
hang jackets
bring a bunch of hyperactive kids n kiasu Asian tourists
into a room
briefing them on the rules
let them in
climb up the slope n station themselves there
to actually push those bunch of monkeys
down the slope
which, is the only fun activity
that was available
or rather, the only thing that was in that place that
these monkeys are eager to try out
when they are sick of it
then when the time's up
they'll rd the pple up
n bring them out
collect the stinking boots
bring the jackets into a room where they heat them back
or sth like kill the bacteria
n then this whole process repeats
for about every one n a half hour or so
now tell me hidayah,
u wanna work there??
no please...
anw, we tried to take a photo of him
but, urgh...i think he noticed
god..
he muz be thinking
is that mak mah crazy or sump'?
WakKakAkaKakA


so when i asked for my mum's permission
to actually go out to look for a job
i was expecting her to
of course, disagree
but, oh wow...
she agreed n juz left some advices
though everything was cancelled
bcoz of the weather
so, stayed home
peeled the skin of the ground nuts
bibik got everything ready
so that mum can start cooking when she comes home
haha...ayam kuah kacang!!
munch munch munch


then, i forwarded this sms from my sis to some frenz
sth abt asking the person to choose a fruit from a list that best describe myself
of course, that sms has its pair
which contains the meanings behind each fruit...
amazing...
different responses...
n faz gave a real deep thought in choosing the fruit
which are grapes
n she reasoned it out
which i find so...
i dunno what to say...
but definitely, i was touched..
besides faz
nurul n some others played the game
n i was overjoyed
that nurul was able to use that sms
to send to khalaf
and...
kind of expressed sth that was hidden
or maybe sparked of sth btw them
gosh...
i was smiling n laughing so much juz now
that my jaws felt loose
haha..i love u pple a lot
and, since tmr
or rather today,
is hari raye haji
i wish all of u
selamat hari raye haji
semoge hari ini akan
mengingatkan kite
akan makna pengorbanan
yang semakin jarang dilakukan
dewase ini...
baik untuk diri sendiri
keluarga
masyarakat
negara
atau
agama.


[job-hunting on wed prob]

BuSyLaDy poured out her heart at 3:10:00 AM


Wednesday, January 04, 2006


2006...
make my life more meaningful please


woke up ard 2pm, n my dad was complaining again...well i slept ard 4am the night before...saying that too much sleep will affect ur health n stuffs...which made me recall those times when i was still schooling...he would be complaining abt how i used to sleep so late n yet having to wake up early the next day for school...so i was pissed off...too little sleep, complain, too much sleep, complain...


i mean, don't my parents realise the condition i'm in now? i'm suppose to wait, yes WAIT, for 3 n a half mths before i get my o-level results? i CHOSE not to apply through the PAE...meaning i chose not to go to JC for the first 3 mths...disallowing me to work part-time, they sent me for 'self-enrichment' courses...yar, fine...10 lessons for body massage course cost 650, 5 mths foundation prog at Pergas cost 350...that totals up to a thousand...how much exactly do you want to spend? mom doesn't seem to favour the idea of me taking up a defense skill, dad seems content with silat ONLY...n she voiced out the other day that i can take up sewing classes after body massage course...is she mad or something?? i mean i don't mind since i'll b able to sow my own clothes but, how much $$ r u forking out this time?


look, it's not like as if i'm going to start sch right after receiving my results...JC will start in mid-march n poly, end of may!!! u want me to rot at home for at most, 5 mths from now??? my budget is dwindling fast...i seriously have nothing to do but watching tv, surfing the net n eating all day long...one proven fact is more calories are burned when u sleep than when u watch the tv...so why can't i sleep a little longer? anw what must i do or what use do i haf when i'm awake? can you guys juz let me work???!!! so that i won't be sleeping too much coz i'll nd to wake up early for work n i won't hog the comp since i'd be too tired after work...n at least have an allowance...


yar yar i know you have been telling me all sorts of things about WORK...the working life n all...telling all your bad experiences like u're a monster scaring little kids away...these are changes in life u haf to accept, aren't they? the fact that ur baby has turned into a teenager n climbing up the mountain so fast that u can't bear to see her fall...i noe u have had bad experiences...but one learns through them...so let me have my own share of experiences, will you? i know how heavy it is to make this decision as parents, but i can never feel it myself until the day i become one...i'll greatly appreciate ur understanding...


i apologize in advance, though you might not be reading this, if i had to go against you if u refuse to allow me...coz really, i cannot take it any longer...my brain's dead.

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chatted wif nurul for a while juz now...she mentioned abt them thinking of buying similar pendants to be worn by us...sth like a symbol for our clique...that idea touched my heart...but, the pendant has to be really unique, so that we'll rmbr each other in a more meaningful way...n i was somewhat, taken aback, at how we cld think of this idea only now n not four years ago...it shows that, we realise the importance of someone only when she's gone...n i'm reluctant to accept that fact...the fact that we are 'separating'...i can't imagine life after this...wif new frenz...i'll REALLY miss u guyz...every thought of u guyz made me tear...i wonder if i can find frenz like u pple...let's stay connected...though i noe it might not be possible...oh girl this is not easy...i jus hope that u guyz will join myadressbook.com n update ur contact info when there's a nd...i do have hopes that we'll be together even if we're separating by entering diff schs...


dianah, i hope ur dilemma will end soon...n u deserve a better guy...i'm sure we can find you one! haha...nurul, i think tengku khalaf likes you...muahahaha...he's nice btw...i noe u must be smiling from ear to ear while reading this...wish you the best! n faz, i hope we can go out more often for ceramahs/syarahans/seminars/gatherings which include our favourite speakers/ustaz!!!(hint2) haha...update me okay? i'm willing to go...anw, i read ur blog n ur resolutions are somehow similar to mine...haha...


-be serious about the foundation prog
-determined to join the Diploma Pengajian Islam
-read everything i can about Prophet Muhammad SAW
-be solehah,have a strong istiqamah
-adapt fast to the new sch i'll be going to this yr
-physical activity of 30 mins everyday
-lose 4kg more to my ideal weight
-have Mercy for myself, my family, n slowly everyone else


Happy New Year Everyone!

BuSyLaDy poured out her heart at 1:55:00 AM