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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
the exams are over...ok, a bit too late too update on tt...haha...our plan to go out on fri terbantot coz of silat...something unusual happened...before we start, kadir asked who have not eaten...so me n syikz raised our hands...coz we juz finished exams u c...n then his reply? ok, pegi makan dulu. i look at syikz. she returned me the puzzled look. we dragged our feet to our bags to get our wallets...then slowly left...still in a daze...coz we thought it might be a test or sth...skali betol2 sey...we really get the chance to eat while others had to run 10 rounds, pumping, sit-ups, yada yada then 10 rounds again then those jumping-up-onto-the-bench-n-down-again which i rmbr i refused to do in the previous trainings...it was like boot camp n me n syikz felt down-right guilty while we ate n watched them through the torture... then under kadir, he likes to train our 'flexibility'...so did those 'kind' of stretching again...sorry syikz...ahakz...soon later, khairil took over. i enjoyed the training...can see the frustration, or shall i say, determination, in syikz when khairil kept 'sindiring' her...haha...she tujang me until melayang sey...bukannye aku tak defend tau tapi saje jek bagi chan...ahakz...lagipon aku dah tak larat nak resist...yg kau semangat sangat gi resist buat per...buat penat jek...kasik lah aku the feeling of satisfaction n victory sikit when i c u melayang...ahakz... oh yar, we bought our 'boria' outfits for hiking the evening b4 since nazif n some other lions are buying too. hehe. then on sat, my dpi mid-term test. i came late. as usual. by 1/2 hr. al-junied boleh tahan jauh per...ahakz... n what i saw was like, a little unexpected. the classrooms had turn into an examination hall. ahakz..sat down at 3pm n ust raja was like, pukul 3 habis yer. eh, pukul 3.30. i juz nodded lah. takkan nak bargain sey. so i finished the aqidah paper b4 3.30. then revised for al-Qur'an(tajwid). manageable paper. n the last one, which i didn't prepare for coz i always do well for the subject. but...haiz...this will be the first time in history that i fail arab. urgh. radhiah commented how ridiculous the paper was. back in al-ma'arif she didn't do this kind of thing. well, same here. it was too theory-based. we were expecting practical. n instead of saying i'rab, the paper states pembahagian kalam...tercengang aku fikirkan ape kebende tuh? if i had known, i wld have answered that last qn n there's a higher chance of passing. so now, it's hopeless..ARGH. didn't feel like going for AD gathering. but i still made my way there. whenever i get lost, i start to tear. it was getting dark. i was alone. n i think i was disturbed by some forces. i felt like crying n hailing a taxi to juz cab home. but i didn't. got some help. finally reached. ate, talked, played games. the cop-cili-cop game was hilarious n crappy. haha. then played pool with dd, as n jeff. jeff's such a pro manz...n those predicting...nadiah's the most unique coz she'll just squeeze or twitch or wadeva her eyes n it was so funny tt she became the laughing stock. again. rmbr the wacko game during ssp camp? "astaghfirullahaladhzim!" wakakakaka.....n it was getting late but somehow there wasn't any sense of urgency in me while as n dd hurried through the game...left tt place ard 11+, took bus to eunos. n then on the signboard at the mrt station are the times for the trains heading towards pasir ris ONLY. oh yes, we missed our train. it was close to 12. we sat on the stairs. me thinking what to do. dd n as worrying n regretting not adhering to their bf's advices...tried to get a cab...failed...dad called...n as calm as he usually is asked for my whereabouts n what happened all tt...this time, i replied politely...coz i know he'll definitely wait for me till i reach home safely...walked to a bus stop, hoping to catch a last bus to, wherever near our homes. we missed all except 67, which goes to cck. as wanted me to alight with either her or dd coz it was like, past midnite n she didn't want me to be alone...how sweet...thx as... however, i decided to drop somewhere in bukit timah. then hopefully catch a taxi. although i was very scared. i got one n it was pelik. coz it's a silver, personal-car type which i've not seen before. n there was a slightly old, malay couple in the car. baru balik jemputan agaknyer...frm the way she dressed. tapi...smp kul 12 mlm? hmm...got home n was short of cash. offered to pay by mastercard but nasib org melayu. they halalkan...alhamdulillah...reached home ard 1am...n dad was there watching tv...well, i know he's not lah...he's waiting actually...coz aft i settled down n went out frm my room to get a shower, all the lights were off...n he who makes his daughters happy will get sth sth which i forgot but it's definitely sth big. amin. i didn't go to sleep str8 aft tt...was online until subuh again...then slept in the morning...nth much on sun...my parents, nana n bibik balik kampong so only me n nurul at home. can't go gymming on mon coz i decided to join syikz n her mum do volunteery work...then we, as in me, syikz n lin, shopped at mustafa for baking ingredients...hehe...mcm maknenekz...tapi modern nyer ah...as in, we used mostly english terms ok...not the malay onez...ahakz...so they coming over to my place today at ard 10am to make muffins!!! weee!!! ahakz...we'll go to pergas tgt at 6pm for the meeting later... we'll be cycling at ecp on wed morn, probably returning to crescent on thurs, silat-ing on friday, hiking at bukit timah nature reserve on sat n sit for my dpi tests at perdaus at 10am on sun. i postponed it bcoz of the hiking ok! haha. can't wait! Sunday, August 20, 2006
i feel the urge to blog. but what i'm going to type later, i think, will be ambiguous. if you don't understand, it's ok. but do practise the lesson learnt. in the beginning, accepting the very basic level of aqidah is doable. ijmal faith, what you call it, is fardhu 'ain. we learn the 20 obligatory attributes of Allah. we learn rukun islam n iman. oritez. no problem. that's juz learning. but when faced with adversities, where do all this ilmu go? at one point of time in my life, bcoz of the condition i was in, i was thinking a lot. why does this happen to me? why was it something unknown? n why was it resolved? when in the first place, i thought there was no problem. it was unexpected. it was dicovered n then resolved, temporarily or permanently, only God knows. but what bothered me was, WHY? this curious child in me juz wanna know, WHY?? why did You arranged for tt accident? why was it hidden from everybody's knowledge? why did You arranged that meeting with him juz 2 months before my o-levels? why did You cure me through him? weren't You the one who arranged for this bala'? n You took it away from me n my family juz 2 months before? is this Your qada' n qadhar'? but why is it so weird? n more questions start to pop up...all left unanswered... today when i went for dpi, aqidah class in particular, as ustzh khatijah was elaborating one of Allah's attribute, iradah, i realised, tears were brimming. something which felt so pure. sebak. finally, those questions above were answered. not directly by ustzh, but understanding the tafsil faith. Allahu qudrat wa iradah . Allah berkuasa dan berkehendak. He already mentioned it in the Qur'an (correct me if i'm wrong): "belum sempurna iman seseorang selagi belum diuji" "tiada ujian yang di luar kemampuanmu" tt ujian was not meant to burden me. in fact, it was to test, how far i could go. how i was supposed to bring my spirits up within tt two months after almost a year of silent struggle. how to have faith in God n myself. how human abilities are limited. how Allah decide for your effort to result in a sucess or a failure. n how to syukur with the ni'mat or redha with qada' n qadar. n tt everything happens for a reason. tt there lies a hikmah behind them. "God doth not wish to place you in a difficulty, but to make you clean, and to complete his favour to you, tt ye may be grateful" "Allah menentukan akan mensucikan kamu dan akan menyempurnakan ni'matNya utk kamu, supaya kamu bersyukur" (5:6) don't question what Allah does n why. Never question. sesungguhnya, apabila fikiran itu melayang, syaitan akan datang meracuni fikiranmu. jikalau lemah, nescaya imanmu akan bergetar. wallahu 'alam ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- juz now was hadith n aqidah. hadith as usual, very entertaining. pssst. ust hafiizh is single. wakaka. anw, syikz. i forgot if i had reply to ur sms or not, coz my fone is so...well, basically, i need a new one. haha. so during hadith break, i heard farihin mentioned ust ali rohani to ziqin. so my immediate reaction was of course to turn back. but i didn't scream or go crazy like i usually do infront of syikin. if not it'd be so obvious rite. so i quickly cover it up by asking "is he gg to teach us anything?" ans "nooo...die baguskan? *smiles*" haha...sadz... seriously rite syikz, if i think i need his help, i'd buzz him to meet up n ask him to teach me again b4 i sit for my test or the nx tasmiq. n if one day i do call him up n we meet, i'll invite you along yeah. haha. tak yah malu2 kucing lah. aku tau kau tak tau malu. wakakaka... then for aqidah, ustzh finished up 5 more attributes then it was presentation time. ringkasan for those articles/notes each of us received. n they come in pairs, one for a female, the other for the male. she said she wanted to compare the works of two different person based on the same resource. so, i worked hard on that only the day b4. during everyone's sleeping time. since i was still awake during subuh, i get to do my prayers on time(after so long) n remembered ust majeed's reminder. i still haven't find the ayat but the dalil goes sth like this: Allah send His angels to earth every subuh to check what his servants are doing. "if they are reciting the Qur'an, their place is in heaven". yupz. so happily donned on a baju kurung, thinking tt it'll be suitable for presentation later. but, time was not on my side. abt 30 more will present after the mid-term tests...nevertheless, i wanted to know which guy got the same article as mine. which is a 3-page english article on answers to questions regarding Sunni n Salafis. so, yar, did i tell ya? we had to photocopy 50 pieces of our summary, to be shared with the class. so found my competitor. it is rejal! khairu rejal! i'm so dead manz. know him thru my foundation class n he's quite berilmu for his age tt one of the ust once called him ust rejal. but of course he remained humble n push it aside. n he did his in eng. i did mine in malay though. kesiankan mereka2 yg mungkin tak berapa arif dalam bahase inggeris. hehe. n now i'm sharing it with u guyz. any questions, pls ask. n pls don't spread this around. coz it's juz a summary n it needs explanation. missing info might mislead others. n i'm sure u don't wanna be responsible for tt. Sunni vs. Salafi
anyhoos..my poa paper sucks. i didn't study much for the theory part. tt's 12m. i took my own sweet time for question 1(66m). more than an hour. managed to complete question 3 only, which is 22m. there goes my A. n to think tt i practised 4 it till 5am. thank god it's only 20%. killed time in town with syikz. wah...kalau lah ader fulus...hahaha...went to wisma indah in the evening for tasmiq. i had no preparation, was nervous n intimidated by ziqin's(the hafizah) qariah-style reading. used shidah's tafsir coz mine is hand-written. a little unclear. though hers is clear, the font size is tiny. i did horribly. forgive me ya Allah, for reading Your Holy Qur'an that badly. n i fell in love with radhiah's reading. her voice n melody is so unique. will record her some other time.
on fri, went gymming with su n syikz. wakakaka...so fun! others spent only abt an hour n we were there for close to 2hrs...haha...madness. n they both have a date with me at my place on mon. will update on this later. wakaka. merepekz. Tuesday, August 15, 2006
haiz...yest was crazy...if only it was recorded...i'll keep watching it over and over again n still laugh at our silly antics...and to think tt it all started with our pure and innocent idea to study together. HAHA. left sch ard 6 for IMM. bought food at BAGUS n sat down, waiting for the azan. when me n su can juz start eating but kesiankan syikin...ahakz...so su suggest tt we continue with our previous topic of conversation while waiting...sempatz...we shared a lot huh? sampai future punye hal pon masok skali...ahakz...kekek...girlz will alwayz be girlz...laughing at those old times...cursing like nobody's business...sharing our experiences is alwayz good...can't share them here though...hehehe window-shoppped. forced su into a size 6 dress. but b4 we tear tt beautiful dress, exchanged it for size 8. it's so cute. with tt butterfly on it. awww...took a photo of su in tt dress. haha. went to minitoons...all those cute, pretty little things...bought my honey sticks as usual...haha...then walked back to JE again since we missed the shuttlebus again. wad a luck. but it's ok. when u lose sth, u gain another. so, yeah. climbing over tt road separator as a short-cut was tempting earlier during e day coz the overhead bridge was far. but we don't wanna get caught. neither by the police nor a candid camera. imagine a newspaper article which reads " 3 minah tudung memanjat pemisah jalan untuk jalan pintas ke IMM". n then our faces terpampang. malu kan. ahakz. but on our way home, it was already dark...8+ redi. so apelagi...panjat jer lah...muahahakz it was high sey...more than a metre...n my jeans is tight...so my calves crammed while i was "sitting on the fence"...haha...but got down quickly lah...don't dare take the risk...n this time, god saved us. after all of us got over tt darn thing, we saw a traffic police right in front us, waiting to make a turn. Pheww!!! lucky we're not caught in the act! had FOM test this morning. the chief invigilator was hilarious. a middle-aged apek sporting an american slang. i was courteous enough for not laughing hard ok. MuaHahAha. aft tt met up with su, syikin n ada. ate at fc3. studied at red room. then chaoz. studying together again tmr. c u galz tmr! Weee!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I wish on a star that somewhere you are Thinking of me too Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me Wonder if you ever see me And I wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes Would you see what's inside Would you even care? I just wanna hold you close But so far all I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day And the courage to say how much I love you Yes I do! I'll be dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me Corazón I can't stop dreaming of you No puedo dejar de pensar en ti I can't stop dreaming Cómo te necesito I can't stop dreaming of you Mi amor, cómo te extraño Sunday, August 13, 2006
done with ms word ica. manageable. might get an A but that won't do. coz of the 50% score for the previous ica. hish. done with EC too. no problemo. nx tue is marketing, thurs is accounts n following fri is econs. state i'm in now: normal, relaxed. someone knock a sense of urgency into me pls. some pics taken in sch when we haf nothing else to do
this video, wanted to put it up long ago. haha. this is my cheeky little cousin, farhan, who goes ard slapping ladies' butts. haha. this was at our kampong at malacca, during CNY. he, doing some trick but end up hurting himself.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
went for silat's last training for the semester. came late though coz of AD debrief...n talked about muzikarama '06...nazif...sengaje eh...takper takper...so only learned sapuan depan n belakang...n my feet asyik terseret...ouch...n now my whole body is aching...eventhough training was not strenuous at all...probably the way i 'jatuh' was wrong...n also stagnant sleeping position yest...hish... finally got to attend dpi for the whole saturday...2pm till 10pm...n i love it! ust hafizh rapi'e was there lah pls...haha...teaching hadith...damn fun n deep...n for fiqh, ust idham did those get-to-know-each-other session. haha. everyone frm the class of abt 50, introduced themselves. n ust taught us this coding.113. meaning, 1-him, 1-wife, 3-kids. so some of the students were asked for their codes. then came to this guy. profession: dentist. wow. code? 100. haha...n ust was emphasizing to the ladies. "kodnye 100 yer. 100"...haha...so funny... so, very interesting backgrds indeed. dentist. graphic designer. educators. a mom-to-be. a hafiz n a hafizah al-Qur'an in the class. imam masjid sultan is also in my class. a muallaf of 26 yrs! those above 60yrs old. those wif grandchildren. so inspiring! I'm gonna work my way up to al-Azhar! InsyaAllah. Amin. my studies...alhamdulillah...overall grades... PACC~dist. Econs~dist. Stats~C+ FOM~B ITAB~D EC~B+ CD~A so as you can c...my stats kinda weak...n itab...urgh...stupid ms ecxel ica pulled me down...haf to ace ms word ica this coming tues. pls rmbr me in your prayers. thank u. hehe. haven't start mugging. will start later if my family's not gg out. oh, they are going out. balik kampong. n i said i didn't want to follow...hmm...tak jadi ah...nak ikot...haha...i've been waiting for a second chance at the bike. banyaklah kau punye bike ama...itu motor kapcai malaysia dah! oh wells...monday then...haha oritez. gonna clear up my lunch cum dinner cum late supper. haha. apply massage oils all over. n sleep on my back, spread out. i noe it's not an advisable sleeping position in islam bcoz of some reasons which i(especially myself) muz be wary of. but, curling up to the sides hurts! Na'uzubillah. Tuesday, August 01, 2006
was browsing frenster profiles randomly. they moved on. they left behind their past. they forget me. heck do i care? juz don't come back looking for me. i loathe u pple. like, TOTALLY. i'm missing lots of pple. crescentians. silat srikandis. even ssp peeps. n i'm somewhat emotionally unstable. urgh. why all these? i'm chilled. probably i contracted kin's flu this morning. haiz. i'll run later. alone. n won't stop. till i drop dead. | ||||
