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Thursday, January 18, 2007
shall start this the yusri way... i felt... disappointed tt history's repeating itself i felt... cheated tt it's repeating bcoz of the same guy i felt... sad tt it's happening in the same situation, friendship i felt... like a lamp post giving out light at nite but forgotten during the day i felt... im worth nothing tt ur stubbornness conquer all i felt... like im not a friend at all. what does it mean if u can cry a whole lot for someone who's unclear who's unsure who's rushing for someone who comes to you for your advices all the time who refused them all who came in the end feeling scared of hurting you bcoz of the decision taken, unfavourable to you if you dont mean anything to me i would have let it be i would have surrender from the start but these tears which poured out i dont know why they hurt so much how do you expect me to react when u came back crying of ur new problems u're facing n everything juz bcoz of that decision u took how else can i comfort u when i noe the situation's not alrite what else do you want me to say when i dont have the heart to utter any more words coz i've told you everything before i left... tt the only thing left were my tears... to remind u of the key of the problem will hurt like hell n i still have a heart now tt my vision came true when i was told of what happened what was my reaction? again, i cried... i couldnt remember how much tears i've cried for u tt news i felt the anguish i dont know about u but i hope u learned n be strong i wouldnt have cared n cried tt much if i dont love u ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- korang kalau setakat nak cube2 aku mmg tak pasal ah tapi yerlah, korang nyer cube2 hari2 per? aku tau korang bukan regular tau kalau korang buat gini sebab stress, masalah mmg bodoh ah Allah tak ajar suruh aniaya/zalimi diri klu ader masalah and kalau aku sebagai kawan yang prihatin dah tak boleh datang nasihat atau bebual ngan korang wadeva ah aku nak korang berenti bukan untuk aku untuk badan sendiri untuk keluarge korang untuk mase depan korang kalau aku tak sayang korang aku tak kuase ah nak turon smp situ bebual ngan korang depan budak2 lain yang ade kat situ korang ingat aku free sangat aper sudah ah... to yus, keep it strong bro. promise. to su, itu bende small matter ah. kacang. buat per pikirkan, kan? for nani, alhamdulillah. nx wk's study week. b4 two weeks of exams. tt is for econs, accounts and stats. will be mugging. n then after that? freedom!!!!!!! wakaka....Pesta Pantun? GPA '07? F.O. camp? ...can't wait!!! Tuesday, January 02, 2007
apakah yang kita inginkan jika diri tidak berusaha? apakah yang kita ucapkan jika lidah tersepit di tengah? apakah yang kita marahkan jika diri tidak sempurna? apakah yang kita khuatirkan jika Allah sentiasa melindungi? apakah yang kita kejar di dalam dunia jika belum menyembah kepadaNya? apakah erti cinta manusia jika belum temui cinta Allah dan rasulNya? andai aku merasa terimalah belas kasihanku andai aku mengerti terimalah pesanan-pesananku namum siapalah aku apalah dayaku seorang insan sama sepertimu janganlah engkau tangiskan kepergian insan yang disayangi janganlah engkau menzalimi diri kerana dirimu dibuang olehnya renunglah kembali tujuan hidup ingatlah teman, dunia hanya persinggahan.. ya ukhti walaupun aku bukan sesiapa pada dirimu kenangkanlah mereka yang senantiasa berada di sekelilingmu hanya doa kesejahteraan yang aku utuskan buatmu bangkitlah... ------------------------------------------------------------------- i read ur blog after ages u were wondering how i got urs no nd to ask or blame anyone coz i got it thru my hidden tracker haha..so yeah boy, u dunno how baffled i was to find out tt u still read my blog u dunno how mixed my feelings were to be the last to noe of ur new blog of ur life now that dream oh so weird juz tt u noe my reactions to our separation were the opposite however as much as i've accussed u of ur obnoxious lies im as curious to know of what really happened but unsure of whether it'll enlighten my soul or worsen my misery i decided to juz leave it the way it is i wanna thank you for ur presence in my life those were the crucial moments of my life where significant incidents happenned tt changed me n mould me into someone so strong plus u were there to lend a listening ear though u cant help ur attention is very much aprreciated i dunnoe how but u hurt me a lot im glad u too ever felt the same way coz of idah coz u were able to understand why i felt tt way i apologised if my words pierced thru u those things u gave me i still keep them though some shld already been thrown away but i juz dun haf the time to clear them up i held to my promise yeah, i've not forgotten it was the situations the roller coaster of feelings tt stopped me frm giving it to u now i cant remember if u have received it or not but if u haf not, do remind me aites coz i've prepared it long ago really long ago on sun, 19 feb 06 juz tt i kept it for a surprise but it seems tt it never came i'll make it one day. one day. i promise. take care. | ||||
