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ABOUT ME  NAME: Nur Amalina DOB: 18.03.1989 LOCATION: West, Singapore Link Me WISH LIST ~Al-Jannah
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Friday, March 30, 2007
bro never think tt u bore me coz i find a close companion in u coz u understand, coz u feel, frm ur own experience to haf someone in ur shoes sharing advices and lending u support n still having faith in u when almost everyone else cant what more can i ask for my tears fell one by one not because of weakness but because i found a new strength i found a new faith i found a new... hope. ur prayers haf been answered bro u are, strong and a pillar of, strength. thank you very much. Saturday, March 24, 2007
i wanna update!!! about silat wakaka sorrylah hah... im all into silat now coz it's one of my passions tt im still able to continue in poly haiz teringat plak epin his words of wisdom are what i was about to say too ahakz yar but its true so yeah silat!!!! i came down a little later than the rest... while was in the room when the rest, are outside arranging the mats heard instructions btw azhar n apai i think of dividing us later into seni n olahraga first time dngr gementar lah tapi lame2 happy plak wakaka all i could think of when we were doing conditionings at t15/16 blocks was, "yes! lepas ni olahraga, lepas ni olahraga." ahahahaha though i was already having stitches halfway pedulikan asalkan aku continue n reach back fc4 safe n sound for olahraga wakakaka so the gals...yg kenit2 semue join seni ahakz i stayed while waiting for adaw to come back then susanti came so we haf 3 gals yeay hehe bile apai dh start bebual serious wah mcm best gitu hahahaha when we were practising how to rempuh me n adaw pair up susan ngan apai hadi n rahim zee n irfan so with 20 trys we haf to rempuh our partner holding the padding across a distance of about 3 to 4 metres only so lets say if i did it with 5 trys then my partner pumping 15 times so yeah first time dgn adaw we both passed the line during our turns n dgn semangatnye aku exclaim "yay dah lepas!" n jumped around happily apai n the guys tengokkan wakakaka paisey skjp so 2 pairs passed the line but aft first round semue playcheat last2 tuh bile nak pumping semue org down so 2nd round apai re-enforce "takde semue org down lagik ni time kalah, down" haha n now it's rempuh + tendang, any way but fast so tgh nak pasang abeh apai "mal, sini dgn aku" mampos haha..aku dh ade nickname baru nmpk.. exchange tmpt lah aku dgn susan first try kekek kaki aku tak terangkat sebab otak blank terlupe mcm maner nak rempuh haha abeh apai tak kasi chance dgn kuat nye die cakap "19!" aku dah, arghhh 2nd 3rd try pon kekek kaki aku ke mane padding ke mane haha so i blamed the padding ah coz it was the smaller version he went to exchange dgn hadi i think n had to announce "ade org complain psl padding" hmmmm so got back the usual wide surface padding n continued halfway i saw hadi melayang over the line, sampai out of the matress dah aku rase serba salah coz he was using the padding tt we were using so he was down at 6 trys, 14 down for him 14 more to go n i was so determined to make apai cross the line lah even at zero but, haiz... at my last try i even stared at his rear leg to see how farr off he was it was only a mere gap of 1 to 2 cm! n yet he didnt move aft my last blow coz his resisting damn strong u should see his expression lah aft tt raising both arms dgn padding2 skali with much victory n dlm hati aku aarrrgggghhhhh...takpe2...bagi chan...ahakz... then another try for rempuh but at Mr. V aft tt bebual pasal strategy share experiences quite interesting coz hadi n susan dah pernah compete so lastly, getting used to jatuhan again so biaselah eh aku station the gals bagi aku masok angkat n since kawan nye pasal aku letak atas ground susan n adaw i think same class but susan is small built, while adaw is tall so i think mase angkat adaw, tgn strained gradually, apai suruh angkat, lepas or kibas n lepas dh tak leh syg2 lagik so sorry eh u guys klu sakit rabakz if ur opponent make u fall...sakit die... ade matt pon mcm takde matt so aku ni pon ye-ye-o lah kan ajar adaw mcm maner nak jatuh n i even recaped how khairil taught us to jatuh still rmbr those ulu-ulu times dgn syiks semue mcm bdk bodoh standby kat hujung2 matt all curled up then roll back klakla if u're watching ah skali dh ajar2 susan nye turn jatuhkan aku she terror sey jgn main2 die tolak kuat giler i landed in the wrong way n there goes my head hentakan rabakz at the middle of my head tt soon after, my whole head throbbed tahan punye tahan smp ternangis sey i didnt fake it tau tu serious nye sakit wakakaka aft a while it subsides but i tried shaking my head there was still pain ah so just rested till the rest round up the day n we cooled down, tutup gelanggang tt's the correct term kan? haha so hari ni aku tak gi meeting cam mane nak gi bgn pon tak leh tak pegi silat im in great pain ah seriously...tuhan jer tau my neck this time bkn blkg aje but dpn pon strain n somehow, not the usual type of strain the bump mcm besar gitu seram aku so imagine, nak telan mkn pon susah smp cepat hilang selera both arms strained again but my right one can't be straightened else it will shake haha selain tuh, seluruh bdn lah! siape jatuh tak sakit... eh aku ade idea aku rase kan diorg buat vest baru tu pon tak gune the extra parts cover tulang rusuk which is gd coz its a fragile part lah tapi kan dah alang2 die extend knp tak extend smp blakang skali eh? as in, around the whole body? wakakakakakakakaka so pinggang dgn backbone protected klu jatuh nanti tul tak? jom kite try propose kat cik jo? mane tau die leh ketghkan dlm meeting silat antarabangse nanti? is there such meeting? kwang kwang kwang nx week volunteering myself to jage silat booth lunchtime onwards wakakaka oh did i tell ya? i enrolled myself into BBDC on my burfdae kuakuakua my evaluation's coming up BTT! must pass! must pass everything so tt i wont waste money n energy nak ulang alik tmpt tuh n aku dh berkenan kat satu instructor nih mintak2 1st few driving practicals aku dpt die klu confirm bagus, aku fix die yeehaaa!~ senang utk memaafkan, sukar untuk melupakan penerimaan itu mengambil masa.... sabar... Friday, March 23, 2007
thank you a lot people for making my 18th burfdae a blast! well i noe u guys noe what i noe tt u guys noe ahakz so this overwhelming feeling cant be described furthur in words juz a sincere, thank you. my family. dianah, faz, nurul. mls peeps. my frenz. thx loads. oh yar, mahirah. ur presents...how thoughtful. thx a lot gal! i break friendship oh wow in the first place i didnt do anything wrong i break friendship? of someone i've known quite long enough to noe his attitude tt's turning heads around i break friendship? when all im expecting is him to admit a sincere remorse n a simple word of sorry i break friendship? by my teguran? by my nasihat? blogging is just a medium suatu wadah which i think is genuine n i chose this medium so that i can 'communicate' with him dan kalau kau ditegur dgn cara begini dari aku ketahuilah, bahawa aku memberi kau peluang. jangan tunggu hingga muka bertentang muka saat itu perasaan sukar dikawal and it may be the last day i acknowledge u as someone in my life i've done tt once to a guy, dont let me do it again. someone acted wrongly someone is just not 'straight' in the friendship i break friendship? think again. n mebbe u're not a blogger. mebbe u never felt the feeling of someone anonymous tagging at ur board and acts like...kalau tak ada helang, belalang jadi helang...or seperti tikus membaiki labu...go figure, 'sahabat'. Tuesday, March 20, 2007
someone hear me out!!! she has to change her mindset in the first place her attitude towards her studies set her priorities since all her commitments are put aside she has all the time to focus on her o-levels any problems stopping her? kalau ade pon kawan2 atau lelaki pls lah dont let this remeh temeh stuffs hinder u im not doubting her abilities im not looking down on her im just disappointed at her attitude you think i ace my o's coz i was born with a smart ass?? look at the major setback Allah tested me with 11 months sis...11 months of tt illness almost like a crippled i couldn't learn my results were bad all the way my discipline deteriorated my physical in a disorder even the discipline mistress remembered my face even abah got aggitated sampaikan kate2 yg pahit terlafas kata-kata "kau jangan bagi malu aku" im blaming you no more i understand ur situation but Allah is the most merciful he left me 2 months after the discovery of my 'illness' in which i was confused and lost at first but i never blamed god i picked myself up to catch up after almost a year hingga saat yg terakhir masih lagi berjuang hingga saat2 itu jugak penyakit tu datang balik menggangu till on the eng prelim day a traumatic musibah had to happen to me all of u were there when i speak of tt incident but did u feel my pain? even dreamt tt i had my predator locked up in jail then, how sad i felt, how sad tt it was only a dream i was strong i made myself strong only 2 months sis on my OWN jus to prove to myself i CAN to prove to abah mama tt i wont bagi 'malu' to prove firman Allah tt no challenge cant be overcome n rite now im feeling the pressure of o's coz mama n abah keep reminding me to help u n abah said i have so many activities tt i cant help my sis u may think im the smarter or cleverer one but it's not sth im born with its my attitude, effort and sacrifice juz tt u noe my commitments are what keeps me in sch silat...mls... it's a big change frm crescent to sp juz look at my sucky timetable my classmates and lecturers if it's not for my cca's family i wont go to sch truely speaking i dont understand why both of you have to put the pressure on me didnt u see my result slip i haf to struggle myself for my studies i haf to keep up with my commitments and i haf to help my sis if only u understand look at my ex-tutee did he get from D to an F because of me? did i not teach him? then what do u think i did by going to his house twice a week? the problem is not me, the external its him sebokkan sangat sepak takraw sampai duduk skjp blajar dh gelisah sebab members takraw tgh tunggu attitude towards studies: tak endah, malas priorities: sepak takraw pressure: tutor all the changes can start if the internal changes u saw how i cried n got so disappointed abt him but my tears are worth nothing my help is useless if he's like this i wouldnt be happy if he doesnt pass his PSLE same goes for sis for her O's i went thru O's a little different from others so take that as an inspiration n change the pressure should be on u, not me mama and abah if only they know if only they see and feel my struggle im not complaining but my results now is not good at all tt i can go around trying to improve others' my schedule is so packed tt sometimes family days had to go but that does not mean i dont care utk insan yang dah lame aku anggap kawan aku tak sangke sungguh aku tak sangke fikiran mu sesempit itu my silence... my ignorance... were interpreted tt way? ya Allah... betapa egomu mengkaburkan hati pasti kau masih ingat kan ini? "let's pick from where we left off then...chapter not closed...never really did...it was hanging for me..." empathy and silence "lin, remember abt yesterday? so how?" ignorance "lin, have u ever regarded me as more than a fren?" ignorance "jangan sesekali kau mencuba nasib dengan cara sebegitu sungguh aku jijik kau tergamak melukakan hatiku demi untuk mengubat hatimu yang lara" the truth tak sangka kau menyangkakan yang bukan2... perasaan itu hanya mainan kanak2 yg sudah lama mati, terkubur kau fikir ku tidak tahu? ketidakstabilan emosi mu ketika kau putus? keegoaanmu yang melambung tinggi? ternyata aku benar dalam masa satu hari kau ungkapkan keinginan dalam masa yang sama kau kembali padanya betulkan apa yang aku fikir tt msn conversation was just an immature act n tt sms was juz something to boost ur ego? AHAHAH. aku tak sangke, aku tak sangke. kau terase bile terbace kiasan aku kau menebak dgn tepat bahawa kiasan itu memang utk kau tapi...too bad ur assumptions are so WRONG ur act reminded me of farihin's words of his 'principle' "i kalau dah break mesti sound another girl cepat2" "kenape?" "biar tak sakit hati" isnt tt what u were trying to do? isnt tt what u did to my much loved fren? melukakan hatiku demi mengubat hatimu yang lara... THAT was what i meant. an action by the men i loathed most. if this happen to ur sis or mom mebbe then u would understand or mebbe u never would how it feels like to be a REPLACEMENTin love. get this straight and clear i wasn't hurt coz my 'LOVE' was 'one-sided' or what in the first place there wasnt any feelings for u whatmore LOVE. im speakin' for my own justice after all that has happened to me in life i learned tt justice is the most worthy thing u can ever fight for. n to do some just to u i shall return ur stuff asap, now tt i noe what u were thinkin. its better i surrender ur stuff quick, before i burn it. yes, tt is how much angst im feeling now. Friday, March 16, 2007
Wheee!!!!!!!!!!! ehehehe... i'm in pain...my hamstrings...argh...tulah datang lambat...stretching tak btol2...dah tu buat seni...regu...hah padan muke... anw, this is what we did last week...
n the mascots had a match...the mascots are bumblebees...ahakz...will upload the vid later...and vid of rahim n hafiz in the national team doing regu...yihaa~! Sunday, March 11, 2007
i've been sick down with flu and sore throat since tuesday recovering still went for trainings as usual injury from soccer training on tues but going on well no injury/pains frm silat trainings a good sign endurance and resistance level going up i'm all geared up DPI mid-exams over juz now, SSP won 3rd for Gema Puisi Artistik CONGRATS!!! tmr, netball friendly at NP 3.30pm then World Silat Championship Finals at Singapore Open 5.00pm $10 cya there Happy Burfdae to... MaMa! Hilmi! Yan! | ||||||||
