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ABOUT ME  NAME: Nur Amalina DOB: 18.03.1989 LOCATION: West, Singapore Link Me WISH LIST ~Al-Jannah
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
up down up down up down n round n round voila! LIFE! go figure had the 1st formal IVP training juz now 15 mins of running with silly things slotted in btw by talha skill training fri's training: shoe required, report at fc4 instead running ard the sch? outside sch? hmmm definitely longer than 15 mins yeah IVP for nx yr tentatively in march somehow i juz wanna make it there's a lot of competition especially aft the yr 1's entered not like my time when i was the only one in my class nx yr's IVP allowed to send only one team meaning 1 male n female per class oh how great is that i want this real bad to compete for a competition coolness but yeah my resolutions change over the years but not my reasons so pls ya Allah i really want this i'll wait for what's best for me and make them know ya Allah make them accept coz i know they'll never understand coz they can't let me be strong tt strong girl u moulded me into coz in my eyes tt power is melting away pls reunite me back i'm living the life of a loner currently am i happy? is that what's best for me? is my sacrifice worth everything? ya Allah i need tt cold heart rite now i wanna make this happen i believe i can but without them by my side the temptation to quit is irresistable ya Allah... one day i wish... before i could continue this line, tears have rolled down... fly me to the moon, n make me play around the stars... Monday, July 02, 2007
kalau aku lari pon baik eh? hmmm... aku letih aku nak resign from sch from mls from dpi from driving yeah...juz when pple think i've been mia-ing for quite long frm driving they think im lazy or complacent since ive passed my btt or just irresponsible tell me when, when was i ever, irresponsible? n the fact is i feel like a total failure in driving the fact is i failed my final theory evaluation yeah korang pikir, korang tgk, aku macam takde pape kan duit utk practical dah ade habes expenses aku yg berlambak n yes, i feel like a total failure even b4 i start my practical coz i've started with an informal one which didnt make me, but break me n aku hilang dr rumah suke hati aku pe?? rumah sewa pe?? fine ah aku leh cari keje n lepas tu buat suke hati aku tak pernah aku simpan hati aku utk diri sendiri the fact tt everyone's growing more responsibilities like it or not i never question urs coz i understand n i never made a big fuss out of it n my academics were ok now tt i think back it's unfair she ever made a fuss n got the attention of everyone why shan't i? i can run away but will anyone bother? aku lemas yelah aku buat ni semue, SUKE HATI AKU PE??? tak pernah aku bagi malu kat diorg skrg ni aku mcm nak buat bende gile aku dah takleh control bkn mengalah tapi tak mampu dah bilang diorg, diorg kate takde pape aku kuat boleh lawan ah yelah dekat satu tahun pe aku lawan aku menang, sendiri ke? org lain tolong kan?? ah skrg ni aku tak tau mcm mane nak dpt kan pertolongan tu lagik sebab aku takde wadah nak mintak free, tak tau malu n ini hp pon bikin aku gile pikir aku suke ah hp rosak? aku sengaje? aku geram smp nangis mane org nampak frm the phone the brand the service centre to the customer service aku yg tahan tu semue pe!!!! so skrg nih kesetanan aku dah menggile ah kene tau bile dpi aku start??? aku dah malas aku tak nak jadi amalina aku nak gi tendang padding aku nak sparring aku nak bagi smp org tu masok hospital selamat | ||||
