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Saturday, December 08, 2007
masyaAllah i dunno where to start but today i received a great ordeal time and again after nights of research i decided to cont' the other half of my report in sch during my 2hr break end up eating into my lecture and then finally i had to leave for driving prac made a copy of the folder in m: drive thought sharul will be using the com bt decided no coz she has laptop so i deleted tt copy n proceed to email her instead juz to realise the whole folder wasn't in the thumbdrive recycle bin-empty both of us went speechless dh mcm nak nangis tapi control went to the reception called helpdesk cldn't help i tried cancelling my prac "not allowed to cancel as session is starting soon" one session cost $59.92 we decided to leave coz we plan to call her explain and ask for a favour that she stay till ard 6pm initial deadline was 5pm late submission 10% deduction tt's a no no and in all the hurry again, i forgot my thumbdrive alhamdulillah, sharul reminded me before we left the library ran back, got it and in my heart subhanallah *recalled the time i lost 2 thumbdrives in week 7 containing final pieces of projects since yr 1 n a card reader n sony m2 stick in week 10 now week 11-all not found yet still hoping* rushed to the mrt station while trying to reach my lecturer only to realise i had not pass the cover pg n some appendices to sharul n it was raining heavily plus i'm late-1.40pm called sharul many a few times didnt get thru called a friend, mebbe he could help not available either thought i could leave it at the security post the guard said-not possible then sharul called back thank goodness she's at the rock gym walked till we came across by then-1.50pm cabbed to bbdc still trying desperately to contact my lecturer finally, she called back when i was already on the line with her confusing moment keep switching lines bt couldnt hear her with the downpour n everything finally caught her voice on one of the line reasoned out with her talked real fast trying to compose myself "ok ok dont panic dont panic u sound like as if u're going to cry already i wont be around at 6pm but i will wait" where in the world can u get such a kind n patient lady like her? i was so grateful was crying the whole time i was in the cab i think the driver was kinda shocked too kesian dia stress level-beyond maximum my driving sucked first time driving in the rain aft a long time driving outside when we return to the circuit my right turns are all gosh. eventhough its a new instructor n haf tt "i'll teach with patience" sign n dont talk much he's kind afterall when we passed n overhead bridge there was this sudden moment where the rainwater splat rite in front of me smp aku terkejut n he broke the silence "dont worry...got windscreen" then he laughed thought he was a serious person at a one carriageway this little bird was on the road in front and abt 10m away, it is still not moving so i swayed out of my lane almost by half again "dont worry...it will fly away" but i think it didn't n to think of it if i had proceed, i wouldnt haf killed it coz it is so small! see...i couldn't concentrate prac ended cabbed home reached ard 4.10pm worked on the proj frm my pc all the way till abt 6.10pm emailed over to sharul printed in the library 'berlari-lari anak' to her office by tt time- 6.27pm sth i did frm 9.30am-1pm gone in a second replaced in 2 hours relieved when sharul told me everything's done then i remembered the plan for the day was to look for a present for sis's burfdae which is on sunday msged my mum apologised coz first, she reminded me early but i couldnt decided on what to buy second, we'll be going to kampong on sat w/o sis coz she's working so there's no more time left to find one b4 sun third, i felt sad tt at times like this things haf to happen and sacrifices haf to be made i promise i'm going to get her something how could i not do this for her she was there when no one else was to actually listen frm the beginning to the end the strory of this girl's struggle in poly in only one night where i cried till my eyes swell n found tt new determination never knew she felt tt way im her hope her motivator n rite there i sounded like a loser to her causing her to breakdown too im very sorry jus that when u haf been achieving consistently in life people mark their expectations too high to the point of being too risky if a failure is to happen im having memory lapse restlessness frequent breakdown to quit sp does not equalise to stop schooling tt dream of getting a degree or shall i say, that goal does not only belong to my parents but myself too bt i shan't waste my dad's money i'll brace thru as long as im surviving insyaAllah... can't wait for darma my long, long escape. | ||||
