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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
MasyaAllah syukran for giving me the strength ya Allah decisions like this are never easy but alhamdulillah he understands n i saw his sincerity ya Allah but only time will tell only time will tell if we were made for each other it's not impossible it's not out of this world if it's in Allah All-Mighty's hands n it was not my deliberate intention to made tt outburst in front of mom but i guess she has to feel what i used to feel when she outbursed the same way in the past she has been keeping n keeping n will explode one day i've been keping n keeping n absorb then dissolve everything one day i didn't accuse u of being evil u assumed when what was going on was just me being really sad n at the same time convincing myself tt my decision is for my own good i didn't go home straight coz i didnt want everyone to see my miserable state n end up worrying but i got this disgraceful response instead i remembered how my elder cousins use to remind me tt my mom is the best mom in the world tt i cld ever get well tt's bcoz she was able to give sound advices to her nieces but they never realise something even the most alim ustaz who is respected by many can have problems bringing up his own family into the right path how could she remain calm, when her niece ran away from home after a rltnshp/family prob? how could she warmly welcome her to our house, when she needed shelter tt night? how could she be able to talk to her nicely, while awaiting her own mother to come over? n why wasn't she able to understand the same pain, her own daughter is going thru? why did she raise her voice? why did she bang the door behind her? haf i turned into, anak setan?? ya Allah.... sometimes the closest people to you are the most difficult to deal with. | ||||
