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ABOUT ME  NAME: Nur Amalina DOB: 18.03.1989 LOCATION: West, Singapore Link Me WISH LIST ~Al-Jannah
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
1. God-sent guardian 2. God-sent help in disguise We have met only a couple of times but the ukhwah is so strong. N if not for Rehla, mebbe, i would have never sujud hajat that long for Allah. It was my first time, but it felt like i've done it many times before. One by one the jemaah rise from thier sujud...but i took my time...tasbih, selawat, doa' and finally my long list of hajat....i could feel my hands shaking, but i remained despite missing a word or two a couple of times...i guess i was among the last to rise...and strangely, i cant really remember what i prayed for... But Allah's Al-Mighty, what i've been looking for all this while...was answered on the last day, on our way back to singapore. I could feel every inch of my heart shrunk as i listened to her. MasyaAllah. What i've been looking for, for the past 4 years, i've found it now. Something tt i, if were to ask from mum, would be given two choices only. First-Fight It. Second-Seek Uztaz. I very well know tt, with what i have now, i can only fight it temporarily. If im really that strong, i wouldnt be burdened by the same thing up till now, rite? And i never liked the second offer either. It makes me feel powerless. Like i cant control the situation myself. Tt i need to depend on someone else. I've been seeking for that shield. that armour. that protector. 4 years now. Siape sangke Allah akan zahirkan pencarian batin ini....SubhanaAllah... Perjuangan harus diteruskan... Musibah yang menimpa hari ini merupakan anugerah yang terindah. My handphone got stolen. My handphone tt contains all his messages since day 1 I knew him till now...over 1 year... My handphone tt is so flooded tt new messages couldnt come in coz i refused to delete old ones... My handphone tt has mms from him containing our pictures n memories together... My handphone tt has recordings of his voice i yearn to hear... My handphone.... It's gone... Taqdir. Redha. Sedih. However, Alhamdulillah. Allah knows tt i'd never be able to empty my phone's contents by myself... Thus He did it for me... This is a sign. That i can move on, n let go of him. InsyaAllah. ALLAHU AKBAR!!! [p.s. sms me ur names aite so tt i can update my phonebook...thx... :)] Thursday, April 09, 2009
 Will be away from 10th April to 12th April. Going for MHDS Rehlah & Maulid @ Masjid Negara KL with a whole lot of people.. :) :) Allah telah menggantikan kehilanganku dengan yang lebih baik: sahabat-sahabat seperjuangan... Alhamdulillah... | ||||
