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ABOUT ME  NAME: Nur Amalina DOB: 18.03.1989 LOCATION: West, Singapore Link Me WISH LIST ~Al-Jannah
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
 18.05.09i miss those times back in crescent...rewind, bleh tak? haha!! take care gal...jgn lupe the tip i gave u! it really works tau! :D Someone said that my blog is so sad...then don't read lah, simple rite? wakakaka! im addicted to cheesecakes!!! n i've put on a few kgs...oh no...  classic cheesecake from SRb'day indulge with nani  cheesecake & choc cake from Coffee Beanself-indulge with nani, again. haha!  raspberry cheesecake from Mc Cafe with dd those are real fruits instead of the usual jams :) k where else should i go in my quest of cheesecake-hunting? so far Secret Recipe is still Da Best! Monday, May 18, 2009
when i was terribly sad n crying after i left him she had to barge in, yell, accuse n slam the door then they told me, i should give in and apologize when im down again bcoz of her n recalling how i grew up he persistently made me share it with him right at tt moment then my trusted advised, i should explain my emotional state and apologize im confused. and not understanding this at all. when will it be my turn, to make a big fuss, and haf the other person, apologize to me instead? when in actual fact, i was the insensitive one? Sunday, May 10, 2009
From H: I will never be angry with you, though I may get upset at times, it never stays. I will always be your school friend, and business contact. I will always give you support, like how I give support to all who come to me. I will never hold a grudge, for long at least. I guess, this is the least I can do. I have to be fair with myself, since you aren't comfortable with me. Maybe, there's somewhere/someone else you can turn to for what you're looking for. From F: I may be the person whom you're comfortable to confide in. But i'm sorry, I wouldn't want to take the risk to be emotionally attached to you. I just wouldn't want the history to repeat itself. What I told you that i'm afraid of rumours, wasn't the actual reason. I'm more worried about how Allah sees through my sincerity and etiquette. I'm sorry to leave you just like that. This is the best that I can do, to save the situation. From J: Semalam Aku ketemu bidadari Dari sayapnya mengalbu Berasingan dariku Insan jalang Rama-rama tanpa sayapnya Semalam Dunia berhenti seketika Nafasmu menyinar dunia Dari jauh Kau aku kelihatan Membina rukyah jannah Semalam Kau harapan semesta Janji tersimpul mati Merobek kiasan bahasa Dibina jembatan citra semesta Mentera pusara jiwa I would only end up disappointing myself if i expect too much from u. Maybe i really do hope for too much and should learn to just hope for the bare minimum. From R: U hang up on me, dun wana answer my calls n ignore my sms. Guess i get ur answer already. Take gd care of urself always. Pls forgive me for all the wrongs i hav done..All i want is to juz see u happy, n if by going away helps, i wld sacrifice anything for u. Gd bye. ------------------------------------------------------------ One by one... These people left me... Eventhough some of them promised tt they'll neva leave... Ya Allah... is there someone, whom i've met, or will meet, tt i'll fall in love with, n never leaves...? will there be? I dont know how or what they regard me as. I no longer have the strength to clarify myself. Lemme juz accept this fate... n allow their departure with utmost sincerity... as i cry over here... alone... | ||||
